Never Fall For Your Muse

 WARNING: MAJOR "Azran Legacy" SPOILERS!! 

Never fall for your Muse.
You assume, but never presume,
that They are yours to choose.
By meeting your Muse, you create a ruse,
a trick that never ceases to amuse,
wooing nobody but only your Muse.

I say to you:
It is a terrible thing for you to lose to.
So, never fall for your Muse.

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Ayeeeee, this is truly my last drawing I quickly pulled together for the end of the year. 2014 was quite a year; can't say it's all negative (like this drawing is), but it definitely proved to be a inner struggle for me: Hence, Desmond Sycamore struggles to cling onto hope as Jean Descole takes him to the depths of his despair.

To make this drawing really personal: I seriously feel like this. For the longest time, I felt so depressed, dragging myself and swallowing a lot of useless worry and stress. It's been affect my health does acne count, but it has also affected my decisions about my career pathway, a much of adult shit really. I even deny myself of various changes to fall in love, and believe me I had many changes that passed my face. I seriously connect with Desmond Sycamore / Jean Descole, because 1) I cosplay as BOTH characters, 2) I run a cosplay ask blog on tumblr as Jean Descole, so I always act like him, (it's quite fun LOL!) 3) I feel like the embodiment of despair right now, and 4) I find IRL parallels in my life from their backgrounds, it's quite uncanny.

But, I say to myself, Never Fall For Your Muse. It's not healthy for you. And that is the theme of this drawing.

Drawn by 
Drawn in pencil, colored in Photoshop 5.5 
Time: approx. 3 days
Jean Descole and Desmond Sycamore, from Professor Layton and the Azran Legacy (c) LEVEL-5